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Well..its been about a zillion years since i posted..
um im in huighschool now...i go to camden catholic..it prettty much sucks...but im dealing with it..
4 more days until im 15!!!!
umm...gymnastics..
its going pretty good actually..for once..
floor:arabian..bounders....all of that good stuf...stillll waiting for my new routine
bars: straddle back, tinac (dismount), hanstands, giants...."chinese situps"
beam: back tucks...i have a mental block..sorta..:( umm round offs....new jumps
vault: front handspring front tuck...i wont flip...so eya that sucks
so i have a lot to work on before february comes.....
WISH ME LUCK!!
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holy shit! ahahhahahaha its been a long freakkkinnnnn time!!! ahh! lol...im just gettin all lazy and crap...lol
well...for one thing..lets start off...
uh...ok..well gymnastics is okay.. we got two new coaches, Candice and Paul. they are a lot harder than my ohtewr coach, terrie, is. they make us condition a lottttttt...i feel like i am gettin a lot strogner tho. they are teachin us alot....im workin on so much stuff!!!!
beam: front tuck mount, front tuck on the beam, aerial..(still), back tuck...
bars: shoot over, straddle back, giants...new dismount
floor: better arabian, bounder bounder front layout (or front pike half)..and im gettin new music..
vault: piked tsuk on the floor
so yea..i do have a lot to work on..but i have been gettin really frustrated...i mean i feel like im kinda fallin behind or something..i dont kno wuts wrong really...im tryin tog et better..and tryin to set my fears aside..but it doesnt work too well.... :/
i just started workin...im a coach for 6 and 7 year old girls for gymnastics...i love it!!! its not that great opf a pay..because im only getttin minimum wage...but next year we will be gettin 7$ an hour..which is a lot more than 5.15$ an hour..lol...but yea..i love the kids..i have a great time...its great!
im doin soccer for high skool...we are startin to practice and all...we condition a lot...we ran a mile today and then did sprints and ran up and down the bleachers....i hope i do get stronger..and i hope i lose some of the fat..and gain some more muscle and all...because i feel like...im not as strong as some people...or as skinny as some people..i dont kno...im just not 100% comfortable with my body..
so yea..thats pretty much it...ill try to update more and more..lol PROMISE!
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holy cra..i reallly lost track of this..lol..im just used to going on my mypsace now... http://www.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewProfile&friendID=7370245&Mytoken=20050615204357
umm..that soccer game..we tied..lol..so yea
me and my friend are a lot better now
today was my last day of skool..and i graduated 8th grade..i got ym hair straightened..and i had a reen dress..it was very nice..i won two awards..one for 50$ in cash..and one for 100$ in savings bond...so yea
the talent show today for skool was awesome..i did gymnastics to eminem (til i collapse) i messed up..but no one noticed and i just kept on goin..everyone loved it..thank God! lol
for somereason i didnt really cry like i thogut i would..i just kidna figure i will see everyone some time or another...i kno im goin to a different high skool; then most of them..but i have thier numbers..and i have a cell phone..so yea..i can just cal them and all i guess..lol
gymnastics is okay i guess....i have another mental block on beam for my aerials..which is realllyyy bad....ahh...its stressin me out..
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[25 May 2005|03:51pm] |
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sorry about not really writing in here too much..a lot has been going thro my head and im phyisically and emotionally drained..
i always feel depressed for some reason...me and one of my best friends are just startin to fall apart for some reason..i dont kno..
i had a soccer game on monday...we dd really good..but still lost..ahaha
i had gymnastics on tuesday..the pressure is pretty much off of my shoulders now...but i still have some..i need to get my aerial by myself by the end of june..or else im screwed..lol...but i did some really good ones with no problem on tuesday..so yea..
i have a soccer game today!!1 i cant wait cause im really really hyper...yes yes yes yessssssss! wish me luck
<**3
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[17 May 2005|09:56pm] |
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ok well states was horrible..it was the worst meet in the whole world..i cried cause i did so bad...omggg
6.75 on beam NO AERIAL
8.3 on vault
8.35 on floor..(considering i didnt do my third move on my second tumbling pass)
6.8 on bars..WTF?!?!?!?
omg these scores are horrible...i usually get high 8's or w.e....but not this meet...omg it was horrible..i cant belive i even posted those scores..
i got no places..and im so ashamed.
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[12 May 2005|10:49pm] |
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ok well monday and wednesday i had the worst gym practices in the world
today was a lot better and im feelin confident
i have states oin sunday and im leaving tomorrow cause i satying at a hotel for the weekend..
WISH ME LUCK!!!!!!!!!!!
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states are coming up soon...im extremely nervous and i am NOT ready
i just had a soccer game...ahahah we lost 5-1...that is extremely sad..lol
yesterday was soooo funnnn...i chilled with katie and mikki...and MARK.. :) ahahah it was a lot of fun..he is soo funny....lol
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bleh
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ok so i havent been updating a lot...y?
well ive just been busy and all..so yea
gymnastics isnt going too good really..i have states coming up in 2 WEEKS..and im not ready at all..my tsuks on vault are okay i guess...but beam is the worst..the other day i wouldnt go for my aerials...that whole entire day was rweally bad....floor sucked..i had to do my routine like 10 times cause i kept on not ladning my first tumbling pass, i kept on falling on my inwards on bars, no aerials on beam, tsuks sucked on vault... i mean..it seems tjhat one practice everything is going really good..then everything falls downhill the next practice and it lowers my self esteem..iot really sucks
and about that soccer game..we lost 3-1..those girlas were bitches.i was about to fight one of them cauee she elbowed me when we were shaking hands and i turned around and was like.."do u wanna fight?" and she just kwpt on walkin..GRRRRRRRRRRRRR.....i hate girls like that
i really hope i can get my act together for gymnastics.....or else.....ugggghhh i dont kno
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wow i really havent been updating..sorry about that
gymnastics has been going okay i guess...
my last practice went really well
i did gaints on the strap bars...
and piked tsuks into the pit on vault but onto two 4-inch mats
and i really dsont kno if u kno wut hat is...but just pretend..lol..theyre really hard to do..i guess..lol
states (the championships) are coming up....i cant wait actually..!!
i got a soccer game tomorrow...ahh! wish me luck
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hola.....
ok so this weekend was pretty fun..
friday i went to the field with katie..had a fun time..
saturday i had a soccer game..it was a lot of fun!! val scored 2 goals and tied up the score..so yea..we tied...2-2!! yes..lol..better than a lose...but worse than a win..so yea..those girls were reall bitches...*excuse my french*...but honeslty i really didnt like n e of them/./...i hated the reff..he called me offsides wne i wasnt..and he was all tryin to be funny..grrr!
then i went to my cousins house..JESSSS THE WOMENN!!!...lol.....i had a fun time...these girls are harrassing her and i was about to whoop sum girls behind!!!! ahaha..if jenny (my other cousin) didnt have a lil "talk" with this one giel..i woudla hit her..ahahaha...those girls are really puttin jess thro a hard time and i aint gonna tolerate it..next time i see them...they are DONE....
my neice got a black eye while we were at jess's house... :( i was holdin her and i tripped on the steps and we both fell..and she kinda brole my fall..so she got a bruise on her eye..so yea...i feel bad...i thiknk some people with think that we hit her or wutever..BUT WE DONT! i simply tripped on the steps and she got a black eye cause i was holdin her....jeeze!
today i went to ChuckE Cheese's...for my neices (jill's...the one with the bacl eye)...brithday party..she is turingin 3 tomorrow..so yea...it was okay i guess..i talked to my brothers girlfriend the whole time..lol....
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ok so i had a soccer game on saturday..we won 1-0...i had a lot of break aways but i still didnt score..o well..lool..JAMIE SCORED! woo hoooo..
sunday i had a gymnastics competition at Wil-Moor...which is a crappy gym...my parents werent there becuase they went up the mountinas for the weekend..so i went with Sydney!! hahah...so yea...their floor was rock hard..it felt like it was just foam and there was barely a bounce on it..ahh it sucked..but everyhting else seemed okay....the bars were awesome and i could grip onto them really well..the beam was nice and soft...the vault was okay..but the runway kinda sucked..lol
so on vault i got an 8.0 (no place)
on bars i got an 8.5 with a fall (on my inward dismount) and if i didnt fall i woulda gotten a 9.0!! grr i was kinda mad..but happy with my score...i got 1st place
on floor i did pretty good..i did all of my tumbling passes good..i kinda made a squeak tho..like a "ooo!" really loud after my last tumbling pass cause i barely made it all the way around on my back tuck..lol..(i do two backhandsprings and then a back tuck....i was planning to do a whip bachlayout step out...but the floor was sooo hard)...and i got an 8.6 and first place!!
beam was the worst...i didnt do my aerial...i was really really really upset..but o well..i fell and got a 7.3....but the judge was soooooooooooooo bad...grr,...she gave everyone low scores..that bitch! aahahhahaa o well...nom place for that..
and i got a 32.4 all around and 2nd place! yes yes yesss
very good weekend.. :)
o yea...andddd we got 2nd place all around as an A team!! yessssssss
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ok well i havent been updating because ive been really upset lately and all...
well my friend just died and i went to the veiwing, funeral, and burial on wedneday..it was horrible..and i dont want to talk about it..i cried my eyes out...
gymnastics is goin good..i have a meet tomorrow...eeeeek
umm i jsut got home from a soccer game...we won 1-0! yay for us..
and thats pretty much it..
R.I.P Kodee <3333333
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today is George's bday.....omg i miss him soo much..
R.I.P George...i love u soo much...
HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY! :)
heres the site for him if u wanna check it out..
http://george-weill.memory-of.com/about.aspx
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wow havent really upodated a lot....ive just been so busy and all
well easter was fun..my cousins and aunts and uncles came over...we had an easter egg hunt..ahahahahaha it was funny..i was the oldest one doing it..aahhahahahaa..yea..lolol
monday i had gymnastics....i was late so i skipped floor and went to beanm..it was good..i startin to get a lot better opn my aerials...i did 3 pretyy good routines...not my greatest but hey..i made one perfectly..so yea...then we had break..ahahahahahah then we had vauklt...well we have a special board for us for vault..but will (my other coach) gave us a different bopard that we dont like..well my main coach (terrie) said that we had to deal with it cause we will have to use differnt boards when we go to different gyms and all..so yeaq that was tru..but then shge walked out to talk onm the phone or sumtinc ause she recieved a phone call..so me, syd, and tiff all decided we would switch boards slyly...well...wen terrie came out she found out that we switched boards and we had to work out for the rest of the practice..we did nothing but conditioning..marla ratted out on us..grrrr...but hey!!! at least i got a good work out..it was pretty fun too..lol...but very tiring..we had to stay stroong because me and syd both knew wut terrie was tryin to do..she was tryin to break us and see us become weak..but we didnt..we didnt break and we didnt complain or n e thing..she threw so much stuff at us...we were soo freakin sore..omggg..i was about to die..i was sweatin up a storm!! we conditioned from 2:45 to 4:30 NONSTOP......ahhhh!!!!!!!!!! o well...IT WAS DEFFINATELY WORTH ITT!! ahhahaha
then today i went to gym again from 12:30 to 4:30...it was fun i guess...there wasnt a lot of girls there so we kinda toned down and all..we went to bars and i did sum stuff...my inwards are okay..vut im not makin a lot...which us grrrr.....lol...but n e way..then we went to beam and i really didnt wanna do my aerials or n e thing..but my coach made me do them../and she grabbed a lower block then usual..and i still sdid htem! and she barely spotted me or n e thing..and i was on the high beam..so now i think that i am gettin the hang of my aeerials and all..so i really happy about that!!!!...then we had a break..then we went to floor..i only did a dance thro and all...so yea...i was just soo sore..and then we went to vaukt..and we barely did n e thing...and then we went to ramp and barely did n e thing..and then me and liuaren conditoned for an hour..which is great..i like to condition...i hope i start to lose sum weight and get into better shape...
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its been a while since ive updated..sorry..i jsut been so tired from gymnastics and school..so i really didnt have n e time...
its spring break!!!! but i only have it till tuesday....o well.....it just seems like its gonna be a long weekend..and not even a break...gr gr!
last thursday at gymnastics i did tsuks into the pit..they were really good...i ranfast and all..so yea :)
ok so on monday
gymnastics was okay i guess.....ummm.....my bakc was hurting on floor..but i still did like half a routine and all..i stopped after my second pass...so yea....i just didnt have any energey and plus my back hurt and all.....umm..we didnt go to beam....vault was okay.....i landed a couple but i flew into the side mats which isnt too good..ummm..bars was bad..my handstands were aweful.....
tuesday i had ccd...nothin extraordinary happened...
umm....wednesday was actually really good..i had a lot of energy and all...i did a lot of aerials on the high beam..two of them were all by myself...terrie, my coach, barely even spotted me....so yea..thats realllyyy good....vault was good....i did sum good half on full offs..so yea..im happy about that....bars was really good..my handstands and straddle cuts were good..i didnt do n e inwards unfortunately....and then we had floor....i didnt think i had n e energy..but i actually did....my arabians were realllyyy good....however..my back tumbling still isnt good....i was going for a two in a tuck at the end....sumthing that i havent done in forever sinc i broke my ankle..and i ddint do the tuck part.....i wasnt running fast at all..so i was like..o no i cant do it...so yea..i dont kno wut to do..but i stil finished my routine..and then i did 15 sprints...and i mean...sprintsssssssss...likeio ran soooo fast u ahve noo idea....i ddint slow down or n e thing...and then i did 300 jump ropes...and i did sum arm work and crunches.... so yea...a good day well done...
thrusday was okay...so-so....umm we went to bars....we didnt really do n e thing cause we were laughin too much..ahahahaha...then we went to vault....i did somehalf on full offs..i only landed like one or two...linz did her tsuks..i was so proud of her....beam was okay..i didnt do n e aerials...we barely did n e thing actually...and floor was okay.i didnt have n e energy really....but i still did a floor rotuine...a bad one..but o wellz....and then we got to condition..i did 20 sprints...and i mean sprints...l;ike i do 5...take a 30 second brek and then 5 and 30m second...and alll cause if i did 20 in a row..i wouldnt be sprinting for the last 10...i woudl be jogging..and i dont want to jog..i wanted to rest and then sprint...and i was going up and down the vaault ruinway...which is pretty long if u ask me...i was gonna do more..but terri told me to stop cause ive been running for so long..so thn i did some arm work.....weight lifts..handstand walks....and then i did sum crunches and went home
i think for now im gonna go be doin sprints after working out..i liek to run.....it helps me get my anger and stuff out.... :)
EASTER IS ON SUNDAY! WOO HOO CANT WAIT CANT WAIT CANT WAIT!!
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ugggggggh!!!! i have a camden catholic high school placement test today.....
for those of u who have noo idea wutr im talkin about..here is an explanation...
camden catholic high school (cchs) is the school im going to next year...im in pennsauekn phifer middle school right now and my mom doesntr want me to go to pennsauken high school so yea..umm......so i ahve to take a test for that high school to seee if i can actually be placed in a good class or not..so i need to take that test..its math and language arts..ahh!!!1 im soo nervous....wish me luck!
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ok so for my first meet back from my injury i did okay....not great but ok
the judging was very unfair for the most part...a lot of my team mates and including myself, all got ripped off on somethin..
i was competing against like 17 girls..
bars i got an 8.1 (rippppped off)
no place
beam i got an 8.1
7th place
floor was awesomeeee!!!! i had a great time on flooor...i showed everything off..it was great...
floor i got an 8.25 (rippped off)
no place
vault i got an 8.4
i took a couple steps at the end of it...
4th place
al around was a 32.85
7th place
so yea/...not too bad for my first meet since i broke my foot...hopefully the next one will be better....
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I HAVE A GYMNASTICS MEET TODAY....OMGGGGGGG
WISH ME LUCK PLEASEEEEE!
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everything isnt goin too good....not at all
monday at gymnastics was AWESOME...i did my aerials on beam...with a spot and all....my vaults were good..floor was okay....i was gettin upset cause i couldnt tumble well...and my bars were excellent...
wednesday...at gymnastics....was HORRIBLE...floor was okay..i did my arabians...and my tumbling was gettin better..epseically after an injury..so yea..i did pretty good...umm.....bars was bad....my handstands suck..and im startin to get frustrated.....vault was BAD...very very BAD.....im not squeezing or stayin tight whenever i twist..im all over the place and im big mess....so yea and i didnt make any...so i was upset..then i thought that bea would brighten my day up cause i had an excellent beam day on mondya..cause i did 5 routines and all..lol..so ytea..but then when i went up to go do my aerials...i FROZE...and i mean completely froze..i would NOT go for it..i was stressin out soo much..i started crying and cryina dn i couldnt get over the fact that i wouldnt do my aerials erven tho they are perfect..i was soo scaered...and i dont kno y..i just started cryin and all..so then i went home and i was cryin in the car cause my mom was talkin to me and all.s.he was kinda yelling and all so i was gettin madder and madder...and trust me...i am NOT a happy camper....
now today at gymnastics...was...a lil iffy....bars was better....my handstands...are okay....not my greatest..but i kno i always do them good in meets and all..so yea..i wasnt too worried...then we went to beam...I DID MY AERIALS!! i was really happy with myself..terrie told me that she wasnt doin anything..so yea....but i was still scared and all..and i really dont kno why and to tell you the truth..i dont kno if i will have enough guts to do them on saturday..but who knows..then we went to floor.....i made my arabians!! yessss....i was really reallly reallllllyyy happy...and i cant really back tumble anymore because i ahve a freakin mental block and im not too happy..so insread im gonna do a front tuck to a layout step out..but i havent done oone of those in a long time so yea..but i still didnt do it.i was gonna go for it but i have NO power in my seocond tumbling pass and i just cant do it....and then i didnt go for my two in a tuck at the end of my routine...so then i was extremely mad..and that put me in a bad mood for vault...so vault....yea....it was really bad..everyone did pretty bad on it actually....my coach kept on yelling at me and everyone else..and we qwere all gettin very very frustrated...and then amy satrted to cry..and then syd was about to cry..it was really bad..and we are all very stressed out for the meet...especially me...i am xtremely streessed out and worried....im so scared...
i dont kno wut im gonna do....
i need a miracle
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